February 3, 2009

2006 Realizations

I almost always take things the wrong way. If it's meant to be a compliment, I'll make it negative and vice-versa

I tend to twist things to suit my mood

My mood is often set by those around me... or the weather

I'm a bit too stubborn for my own good

I'm always going to be 'that girl'. Ya know, the one that everyone comments "oh she's so nice, how is she single?" yet no one will ever take the time to truly get to know or date

The guys that end up liking me are the ones that have a negative influence on me. Because of that, I tend to be wary of anyone who shows true interest

Problem with that, is that the guys that I like don't ever like me back... and I end up hurt in the end, everytime

I put myself out on the line for my friends and expect nothing in return, yet I'm hurt when I get nothing anyway

I get hurt too easily

I rarely accept help from others because I feel as if I don't deserve it. I can't tell you why, I just don't

All too often in my past I let others define my self-worth. Deep down I know I'm worth a lot more than anyone else realizes

How many times will I get burned before the fire finally goes out?

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