I remember...

I remember

• When friends were inseparable
• When friends were irreplaceable
• When a phone call or email or some type of contact was daily
• When friendships weren't so fuckin one sided
• When I didn't care how I looked and was happy as I was
• When I used to write – a lot
• When one job for 20 hours a week at 9 bucks an hour was enough
• When people actually made good music
• When my friends didn't make me feel like shit
• When they actually gave a damn.
• When Britney ruled the world. Lol
• When surveys werent the only way I was updated on your life.
• When best friend had a meaning
• When two jobs wasn't even a thought in my head
• When people said "name a time and place and I'll be there" - and they showed up when you did that
• When people meant everything they said
• When people didnt change for anyone. Or anything. Ever.
• When I could sleep all day. Now I am just fucking exhausted. Every second of every day
• When I was social. Now I say "Yeah I dont feel like being sociable today." and avoid people.
• When I didn't have to post a blog or bulletin for people to notice I am not right. And for them to care.
  

I don't remember… how this all started

And I don't know how to fix it.

So fuck you. I give up.

Edit: Oh and don't put some Tony Robbins like bullshit as a comment. I don't want to hear it.

**Blog Written by Kerry - Just stolen cause it's so true, and I feel the same**