Goodbye

You made me happy
You made me complete
You were there for me when I needed you
You cared for me
You led me to believe that there were good things for me in life

Now my eyes are open

I can be happy without you, although you do still make me happy on occasion
I can be complete without you in my life, as hard as that may be at times
I will never "need" you or anyone else again
I was stupid for believing you ever cared
I know there are better things for me than what you told me

The tables have turned

You don't make me happy
You try to break away parts of me to make me incomplete
You try to make me still need you
You make me feel like you dont care
You make me feel worthless

But yet I know

I have a right to be happy
I may not be complete, but at least I'm whole in WHO I am
I don't want to need you
I don't want to love you
I am worth so much more
I deserve so much better

When will you realize what you have done
When will you see the pain you've caused
When will you understand you have unleashed a self destructive side of me
When will you comprehend that the girl you are staring at is merely a shell of what I once used to be
Or of what I have the possibility of becoming

I know I don't deserve this
I still care about you
I still care about what you think
I still care about what you say
Why can't I let go
I need to be able to walk away and say
Goodbye