How many times in life have you sat there and thought 'man I missed (insert opportunity here)! How could I have been so stupid?' And this could go for anything, job opportunities, school opportunities, relationships, etc.
I've had my fair share of those in my life, but none of them have affected me as much as this one is. If I don't think about it for very long, if it or the person involved is just passing through my mind or if I remember a memory I shared with that person, I'm ok. However, when I sit there and replay things in my mind, it gets me all worked up to the point that I almost feel as if I want to cry.
I am not a *VERY* daring person in life, but I do take a lot of stupid chances. I guess in a way this is my wakeup call: Stop taking stupid chances and take a chance for once in your life that will actually MATTER.
I know this feeling will pass (time does heal all wounds after all...) I just hate feeling that I'm pretty damn sure that I missed out on one of the most amazing things that could have happened to me.
I'm happy for the time that I did have, I just wish there could be more.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment