I (2006)

I give too much, I need to learn how to take... before it kills me.

I once thought that if I was what everyone expected me to be, that I would be loved.
I was wrong... way wrong.

I care too much, think too much, and worry too much over things... and people, who don't do any of it for me.

I used to be able to explain myself, my thoughts, and my feelings. Lately I'm at a loss for words.

I'm thankful for the friends I have. They mean the world to me.

I wish I could give my life in order to give my brother his back.

I wish people actually understood me, and not just pretended to.

I want someone to hug, someone to talk to, someone to care about, and someone to do those things to me.
I don't think I'm going to find it... at least not here.

I'm not self-centered
I'm not stuck up
I won't bitch at you for not calling me when you said you would.
I might get upset over it though, but I try not to let it show.
Hell, I won't bitch at you period unless it's joking.
I'm sorry if those are things you look for in someone.

I give 110% of myself, and I have nothing left for me.

I think it's time to cut more negativity from my life.

I shouldn't be feeling like this.
Not right now.
Not ever.
I have no real reason.

I am me.... and I'm sorry thats so bad.